I just reached the two month mark of my husband's passing. This is so hard. I want him back! This is so unfair! Why is this happening to me? I feel so empty and lost. I miss feeling happy. I miss running home from work to see him. I miss him.
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Went to the kids Open House tonight. I cried all day thinking that this was the first one he wouldn\'t be with me. Dreaded the whole thing, even though my kids were so eager to show me all their work.
But blessings come in all shapes and sizes. And these days I don\'t believe in blessings or god. My mother-in-law and my husband\'s two best friends showed up to walk through their classrooms with me.
Even though it was still hard, and I still cried afterwards, I\'m so thankful for the people in my life.
Yesterday was tough. I cried a lot. Today, I feel a little calmer...even though it is Wednesday. Wednesdays are hard for me. I lost my old life on a Wednesday.