So here we go again... I am so on the fence about wanting to "get clean" and "doing it some other time". I feel like I am unhappy and have no motivation. My house is a mess, my bills are late, my checkbook is a mess. My ex husband is living with me, which is very weird. My boyfriend and I work together and we have been dating for 10 months, but he has never invited me to his house and still won't. I told him "let's just be friends", last week, but it's like I never said anything. I would just break up, but since we work together, I have to be careful to make sure we still get along. Oh well. I keep wondering how long this crappy feeling will last. Sometimes it seems so easy to just give in. Well, I brought 2 with me today, just in case of the horrible sweats. I could always get more, but I'm trying to "run out" and deal with things that way. We'll see, huh. Anyone reading this, please pray for me. Thanks!