"Burrito"By Seether The worst is over now You said it anyhow My life in monochrome Wish I could regain control You keep taking, taking away I keep faking, faking, fakeThis is how I feel towards what used to be someone close to me. She told me the worst was over and I needed to move on and start over. WHAT THE FUCK?!? She knows it all and says that. So I fake it like always 23 years and counting how many more years I wonder will I cont. to fake or will enventually my destructive self win? It's hard because with my shrink its a lose lose if I tell her what I feel I get locked away for the things I think and do to myself and what I plan to do to myself in the near future. But if I don't talk all these feelings and emotions are get to a point where I can't control them. I guess I will I have to wait and see what happens.