I hate the way I seem to get for no reason. After the ECT I was doing really good for once in my life but now that we are spreading them out I have started to go down hill faster and way worse than I was. I am now refusing to go to ECT after my Wed ECT treatment. I also am to the point that I want to go somewhere where people can't find me and overdosing that way it will actually work and I will die. I so don't understand these thoughts in my head and it's so annoying.

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I understand where you are coming from with the ECT\'s, please remember there are no guarntees with ECT, it is old method when nothing else works in the medical profession. You will experience short and long term memory loss with ECT. I would like to speak with you on the phone to talk to you about my program that has worked for over 30 people in the last year who\'s recovered. It is all natural. Please let me know if you are interested. I know you need help, and I am here for you if you will let me work with you..
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I had ECT and memory loss. The doctor said it is normal. And I told him I don\'t know what normal is. :0) Hope you feel better.