Suffer
Push the trigger next to my head;
lay me down beside my bed.

Kiss my dreams a sweet goodbye;
I hope that one day all of you die

Ill slit my wrist Ill close my eyes,
no one knew that I was alive

Thick red lines across my arm,
I never wanted to cause any harm

All I wanted was to feel a little better,
but I keep writing my suicide letter

Piercing thick needles into my arm,
spewing blood theyve gone too far

How is it that I should die?
With a bullet bursting out of my f*cking eyes
Or a knife going across my throat
with blood running out as I start to choke

Popping pills in my mouth so I overdose
with an aching feeling thats far too gross

Standing on the ledge and my body leans forward
as the ground starts to getting even closer

Starving myself is whats in,
for the growing need for me to be thin

Hanging from my ceiling, just hanging there,
when Im kicking and screaming just wanting some air

Slitting my wrist as my hand goes numb and the pain starts hurting
in more places than one

Sitting in water when the cord drops in,
as my body fried deep from within

Filling the tub with hot water
when I sink below and finally ponder

Is this what I want?
To say goodbye
Because no one acted like I was alive
I want them to suffer and slit their veins
because they didnt see that I was in pain