Scars
Silence
Only tears
As I press the blade
Against my pale skin

Red
The blood flows
From the wounds
Echoing my inner pain

Satisfaction
As I feel the knife
Slicing into me
I only deserve pain

Anguish
As I realize what I've done
I feel accomplishment
As I gaze at the marks upon my skin

Stares
People are horrified
Don't understand why
Neither do I


Well today I made it to 5 months without cutting or burning which is a big thing with everything going one but yet I feel like it's nothing and I wanna cut every second of every day. When will these thoughts end?