Images
I am as beautiful as a rose,
I am as ugly as a spider.
It's all confusion to me,
it's hard to know what's the truth.
I am thin, yet when I look in that mirror,
I see something else, something ugly and gross.
It's an image I've somehow planted in my head.
An image that's telling me lies.
But an image none the less I can't escape,
no matter what I do
or how hard I try.
And try I have.
I don't know what to do anymore to get these images out of my head.
I'm tearing friendships,
loved ones now are scared
and don't come around.
Tell me the answers,
how to stop these thoughts
how to be complete and happy with me.