New Year

its New Years eve and I'm alone. Not one of my friends even so much as asked if I was doing anything or offered to do something with me. I get it, they have their own lives. But it's like everyone has forgotten what this year has been like for me. I am ready to say goodbye to 2014, it has sucked from the very beginning. I can't beljefe were ending another year and I'm just 3 days away from the first anniversary of the worst day of my life. A whole year. I never imagined my life without Brad and here I've had to live without him for a whole year already. I have absolutely hated every minute of it. I am so lonely and miss him so much. I am really hoping 2015 is betteR. I don't think I can take another crappy year.