50/50

I have been in pain the last couple of days, having a flare.  I am trying not to worry and have actually been doing pretty well with it.  My husband and I are still disappointed about the job, but it is getting better.  I am still praying for God's will on where to go from here.  I have a hard time discerning God's will at times.  I pray and read my bible and just try to listen, but sometimes I can't hear Him.  I am not sure what else to do.  Amazingly enough with all that I still feel fairly positive.  I do thank God for how well I have been doing.  I am not sure this is making much sense it is 10:45 p.m. here and I am really tired, well I am off to bed.  I hope everyone will have a good day tomorrow!