5/31/2013

Stopped going to meetings, not drinking, but still not going at this point.. I have sort of lost myself,, lost focus on events,, things are either leave me ambivalent or just bring me down. There are some good things going on,, but I seem to react more to the bad side of things ,, I know instinctively this is crazy thinking .. I just feel to damn frustrated at times to do much about it .. Been getting up later and later ,,,,,  getting to bed later and later as well... it is a cycle that I try to break,, but seem to fall deeper and deeper into the hole .. I need to I think take another course of action,,, what that is I have yet to discover,, In time something will come out ,, something will be revealed ,,, just be a bit patient,,