5/3/2015

My God. it's May already,, I am generally doing alright,, the old issue still continues but I have mostly come to peace with it. Seems that I have mostly everything else going for me for the exception of a viable relationship, and every attempt to achieve this seems destined for failure and it is not for lack of trying ,,, the problem really has to do with how I deal with it which is pretty awful,,, so,, I just am focusing on other things. Frankly it probably is better this way regardless. Seems the culture has changed to a degree that I am not willing to dance to that tune any longer which is fine ,,,
Going in for my colonoscopy on Wednesday which is a big hurdle to get past for me.