5/3/11

My mood is out of control today. One minute i'm ok and the next minute i'm sad or angry. I realize I can't control how I am feeling. My condition won't let me control how I am feeling. They said that borderline personality disorder is difficult to treat. I believe it is. I'm going to therapy about once a month but it is really not helping much. I take medications but it doesn't help with the moods. I could get another therapist but the therapist is located out of town. I have to think about gas. I am going to see a new pdoc on the 20th. I hope he can help me.