4th of July and then the Major Holidays

It's so difficult to know that we don't exist in our ES's world.  We haven't had any contact and have been blocked on FB, email and phone.  Meanwhile, his GF is calling all their actions, bad mouthing us and making sure we are forgotten.  Since we have been kept from all contact, I fear what the GC think of us.  Do they think we just don't care.  I would go over there but I don't want to make a scene and things much worse.  If I am feeling this bad now I can't imagine what Thanksgiving and Christmas will be.  Both of DH and my parents are gone, my only brother (never married) passed 4 years ago, and DH only brother lives far away.  So here we are all alone.  Never saw this coming and never thought it would happen.  ES was a loving, caring, considerate person.  I have no idea where he went but he doesn't seem to exist any longer.  Of course we are blamed for anything and everything.  I guess I am just feeling sorry for myself and I know that I can only trust God and give it all up to Him.  There is nothing that we can do although I have tried to no avail.  Guess we have to find a way to live without them but it sure does hurt.  I just can't understand how our EC can do this to us because I never dreamed of it and surely would never have treated any one like that.  But some how they think it's ok.  Guess I will never understand because it's all nonsense.  It's all GF's world and what she wants and no one else matters.  So I trust in the Lord and do my best to try to be positive although since this is new, it is really so difficult