4dpt update
Just a quick update now that I'm 4 days into my 2ww. I have one week to go until my beta. This time, I'm much more relaxed about getting a BFP since I'm really not expecting one, and if I do get one, I will be very surprised. Of course I know part of this is a defense mechanism, but I also know that I'm less than a month from turning 44 years old and my chances are pretty low of getting a BFP with my own eggs. I have been following all the "rules and restrictions" and this time I'm taking the baby aspirin and prednisone and of course, the progesterone. The prednizone has made me jittery and anxious and I'm not sure if this is related (according to the potential side effects it is) but I've been getting up like 6-7 times a night to pee (sorry if TMI) but only at night. I told the RE but they don't think its related to the prednizone. I would think I might have a bladder infection, but I'm fine during the day.
It looks like we might be nearing the end of our TTC really soon here and having to make some big decisions about our next steps. DE and adoption are not options because of cost, so it looks like we might just have to accept children are not a part of our future. As hard as that is to think of or admit, I think I need to start coming to terms with this sooner than later. I'm very worried about how my future looks but for now, I'm going to take it one day at a time and not overthink or analyze too much until I get my beta results.
Hoping you are all doing well on your TTC, TT adopt, or whatever journey you are on. I am so thankful for all of your support xoxo
It looks like we might be nearing the end of our TTC really soon here and having to make some big decisions about our next steps. DE and adoption are not options because of cost, so it looks like we might just have to accept children are not a part of our future. As hard as that is to think of or admit, I think I need to start coming to terms with this sooner than later. I'm very worried about how my future looks but for now, I'm going to take it one day at a time and not overthink or analyze too much until I get my beta results.
Hoping you are all doing well on your TTC, TT adopt, or whatever journey you are on. I am so thankful for all of your support xoxo
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I understand how you are feeling. I felt that way with most of my cycles. I am truly hoping the prednisone and baby asprin do the trick for you. You deserve this to work. As for the peeing, could it be from stress and nerves? My fingers are crossed for you.