Ugh!
This has to be just one of the toughest years for me. I just wish that I could stop thinking and fearing and worrying so much. I want to be a help, not a distracted hindrance. I can't even concentrate long enough to really journal like I want to. I have a friend on this site that told me that I was a gift. She knows who she is. That one statement made such a change in my day.AND THEN.........
What if I let her down? I can't be a gift to anybody, because I am so messed up emotionally And blah, blah, blah. See this is where my mind takes me. Can't just appreciate and embrace the good. Sometimes I wish that I had a detachable brain and I could just take it out and sit it on a shelf somewhere so I won't overthink things. But then how would I KNOW to put it back in...........................
Lololol!
What if I let her down? I can't be a gift to anybody, because I am so messed up emotionally And blah, blah, blah. See this is where my mind takes me. Can't just appreciate and embrace the good. Sometimes I wish that I had a detachable brain and I could just take it out and sit it on a shelf somewhere so I won't overthink things. But then how would I KNOW to put it back in...........................
Lololol!
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LMAO!!!!
You don\'t have it in you to let anyone down! How silly of you to think you could! You only allow you to let yourself down. Dear God, how tired I am of apologizing for my long rambling posts that say nothing. See, two short paragraphs and you say it all. I can\'t come close! We are our own worst enemy and the best friend any other person could have. You are better at being the best friend than I am, but, I do care, I seriously care about others. Someday we are going to be able to care about ourselves, with no doubts!
Girl, I told you that I have written mini novels on facebook and on here! It\'s just that we have alot inside that needs to come out. I do not even care if it\'s a short, medium or long post. And why do you think that you\'re saying nothing?????? I meant to ask you that. I haven\'t read not one thing that was just rambling. Seriously. Having more to say doesn\'t mean that it\'s useless words. And you should see my texts! I use up all the characters allowed, but when people text me back, it\'s usually just an \"ok\". However this rarely happens because I am out here all by lonesome.
Alright going to try to detach my brain...............
Read a book once. hahahaha Think you would really appreciate this one character. He was sitting on a porch when another character walked up. The second asked the first, \"So, what ya doing?\"
The first said, \"well, my brain went on vacation and I thought I\'d sit here and wait til it got back.\"
And, never apologize for what you need to say. This is the place to say it. If someone gives advise that doesn\'t quite fit, delete or ignore it. But you might say the one thing that someone else needs to hear. Or, someone might read what you have to say, and think, \"Finally!! Someone who gets it!!\"
Lapsmom10 & Mary Turk, you both a hoot and a half!
That\'s whst I\'m saying Mary Turk! It\'s like with anything in life, we all have our way of doing things. What if the people that made movies thought that only 30 minute sitcoms were reasonable and acceptable? Some all time great movies would never have been made! I like sitcoms AND movies, not for their length but for their CONTENT. Ok, now I\'m going into a Martin Luther King Jr. mode, but my point is SAY IT hopeless1955!
Oh and that sounds HILARIOUS Mary Turk! Truly laughing out loud!
But movies and sit-coms are sooooooooooooo fake. My husband will ask, \"Why did that happen?\" Realistically, I answer, \"Because it was in the script!\"
The reason I say they are so fake is because the are sooooooooo, well, no problem can be solved in less than 30 minutes. There are months, if not years, of work that go into working out a problem. And movies!! More \"reality.\" A little more evolved. A little more complicated. But, really, when was the last time you were able to work out a problem within two hours?
They are great escapes. They are fun when you don\'t really have to think. But.................
Thanks for the last exchange we had. I can be so outspoken. It is good for me, because I can\'t hold it in. But, I forget how others can be affected. Thanks for the advice and reminder.
It came in handy today, by the way.