day 27

I'm tired today.
Still recovering and the rain just feels endless.
My youngest son gave me 200 dollars and I've been struggling a little today
I won't go to the casino but the money is bothering me and reminding me I could go.

I have car repairs and other stuff to do with it and I won't but its still irritating.
I think it wouldn't be so hard if I didn't feel so lazy and low energy and just blah from the rain.
I am going to watch movies and have invited my older son and his girlfriend over for dinner. that will be a nice distraction.
Mom comes tomorrow.