day 16

too sick to gamble even if I wanted to.
fever 101.7 body aches and sore throat.
Spent the day in bed nesting with books and computer watching bones and sipping  tea, chicken broth and electrolytes.
Tired.
 
Realizing my time at my job is wearing down. I am not enjoying it anymore. I work too much and have too much responsibility. I could ask to cut my hours back but it still puts me on call which is what I cannot stand. There is never any getting away from work.
Not quite sure what to do. We could get by without my working but the money I make is our gravy.
Back to thinking about it.
I know it's not a good time to make a decision.