catching up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well where do I start? I have a job and I like it so far. It's a temp job @ J&J in Raitian on 202 North. Which is too close to my old job , but work is work. Right? I feel okay. Some days I can't sleep and others I'm fine. I know that I want to start fresh @ this job. No talking and socializing with ppl. just live my life. IHATE ROCHE!!!!!! I have sooooo much hate in my heart that I think that it's impossible! I know that I can't and shouldn't feel like this but it's true and God knows my heart. I pray for peace in my heart and acceptance. I know that it will come. And I hope soon!!!!  Next is the family life: The kids are good. Kasiah is on the second Honors. PROUD is only a small word to describe how I feel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( He wants his ears pireced) We had an agreement. OH WELL I got to pay the piper. David is acting like a baby but what else is new and Kayla is seeking my attention double time. I need to do something about this. Ideas???? I'm not the girly type.  Love life : None. WOW that was short,LOL!!!LMOA!!! No seriously I'm having relations w/ my ex-husband, for only that reason. And of course he is will.   Last but not least: I think that I want to go back to school. I see my BF doing it again and think that I can master that too. Just food for thought.  Good bye for now.God Bless!!