well I've been out of work since Dec17th and looking 4 wrk. I barely have time to come on this site any more. I need to make time. I really need to be back on my meds. I'm cycling like Crazy. My best friend of 20 plus years is the only person I can talk to and some times that is not enough. I never knew how much my job meant to me until its gone. And not just for the money, for my sanity. I'm lost without my work and schedule. I have clean every inch of this Apt. and can't do more. My mind is constantly racing about stuff that I can't barely focus on one thing at a time. I want to relax but it's hard. I'm alone all day, every one I know is at work. I'm sexually back up! Financial strapped! And My kids are on  my nerves!!( teenage boy) The X is less than supportive!!! My grandmother 91, is sick and my BF is going through a separation! On another note I back in church, so that's good BUT and yes there is a BUT my X still goes to that church. SOOOOOOOO I maybe looking for a new church. Oh yeah did I mention that I'm in Anger Mangerment, every Thursday 5 to 6 until July. Court ordered. ( that's a long story)  So that's a me in a nut shell, punt is intented!! God bless every one!