i feel like shit and i'm in the middle of it real good. I went to BB house to cheer up and that didn't work. he made me feel like an invalid. Depression, Bipolar and Herpes and any other thing is hard as is now Ihave to explain every other questions coming at you. Look the shit up on the net. I know that he cares but SHUT UP!!!!! "you look sad" well ah DUH! truthly I had to be quite or I wouldve cried. I want this guy to love me and how could I ask that- he knows about Herpes,Depression and BP. He knows that I was in the hospital for sucidial ideation. He might think what's next?!? i would. who want a crazy person to love? with my track record I can't complain about any thing else.