another day

i could vent more and more these days but it does no good. I had a nice weekend. very busy I'm not sure if this is ok. I'm not hyped just trying to stay active. I'm not sure if I mentioned that on Fridays my boss(boob) Vickie is not here so therefore I'm acting boss. I have the title but I'm still just acting. ( No body knows my sorrow). Any way I have so much to do on those days. It seem that the stress of the week comes down, work people and my manager rides my back ,like ahorse. So with all that I don't need more drama.... my friends. Why do i have friends if I stay mad at them (just one) most of the time? I'm told that I'm mean and hurtful. So why stay my friend? it must be something that you like about me. I pretty sure what it is. I do anything for my friends(only 3 left). i have a big heart and a lot of love to give. But don't get that Fucked up with being a fool! Friday is a good example of trying my patience......Surrayah is a family memeber of one of my friends name Devorea.  I treat just like a friend. She works under me and thinks that just because I'm cool w/her family life wil be easy on the lines.(NOT). I had to have a talk w/ Surrayah and she seemed to understand what I was saying. but soon after Devorea came out and tried to blast me in front of every one. NOT A GOOD LOOK. People get me sick. So what's a person to do? She is now shame of what she's done and should be afraid of losing her job. I would never have done such a thing. I have common sense. She says that I'm mean no mean would been to tell my boss. But nooooo I cover her ass yet again. now her ass is in the wind she has no protection from me any more. that was petty and she was petty. I don't deal in petty. that convo had nothing to do with her. came in today looking like a lost child.  It's one less friend for X-Mas, just in time.LOL money is short.LOL