DAY 46
Ugh
The flyers came in again from the local casino I used to go to. I have to get off of the mailing list!! I was actually entertaining the thought of bringing in the coupon and getting my free cash because I feel strong again and think I can go get the cash and leave. (probably highly inaccurate statement) :] I was feeling like I am throwing cash out in the trash... and would like to get some of their money for a change.
I know it is a VERY bad idea and I'm not going to do it, but I told my husband that I think I would be able to get the cash and leave if he went with me.....
Terrible how your mind never completely gets off of those places.
Nothing else going on - just for today I WILL NOT gamble!!
Smokeygirl
The flyers came in again from the local casino I used to go to. I have to get off of the mailing list!! I was actually entertaining the thought of bringing in the coupon and getting my free cash because I feel strong again and think I can go get the cash and leave. (probably highly inaccurate statement) :] I was feeling like I am throwing cash out in the trash... and would like to get some of their money for a change.
I know it is a VERY bad idea and I'm not going to do it, but I told my husband that I think I would be able to get the cash and leave if he went with me.....
Terrible how your mind never completely gets off of those places.
Nothing else going on - just for today I WILL NOT gamble!!
Smokeygirl
Replies
Hi Smokey -- Happened to me too yesterday -- stupid promotions. You have great instinct -- listen to your gut and tear up that flyer. Maybe you could go in and get the cash without playing this time but what about the next time and the next time. Is such a small reward worth it?
Way to stay strong! Pumkin