I just got off the phone with best friend, this wednesday, she and i are going to join cadets together! I am soo jazzed, i cannot wait!   This will be good for me, there is alot of exercise involved, and i find that if i do some kind of work out that makes me feel good then i don't mind eating something not good, although that doesn't make me feel any good.    I had phys.ed last class today and it was a freeday (do what ever you like on your own or with some friend; basketball, badminton, soccer, play on the scooters, football...etc)  so i played badminton with my friends Ayesha and Rebecca, it was soo much fun, we laughed soo hard when ever the other missed the birdie.    (Bet ya didn't know;  one of my middle names is Rebekah, not spelled the same as my friend's, mine is the old, british way)     I babysat for a friend of my mother's, two kids; Brent, 13 weeks old, and Sage, 6 years old.Sage got quite annoying after some time, whenever i would put the baby down to get his bottle or to quiet him down in his swing or in his crib at bedtime, Sage would pick him up and walk around the house with him, it scared me to death!  I was so scared she was going to drop him, and he was still floppy and crying his eyes out, i didn't want to yell at her and end up making her cry too, i would not be able to handle it.     When i was making the baby's bottle i put it in the hot water and then went back to the couch where he was laying, and i picked him uo to burp him, thinking maybe he had a gas bubble, and i turn around to see what Sage was doing in the kitchen, she came into the living room with the bottle in her hands and she said 'the bottle is done..' i told her ' no, Sage, it's not ready yet hun, go put it back please' she got annoyed with me, as much as a six year old can be with her fifteen year old babysitter 'my mom always gives Brent a cold baba (bottle)'  I argued with her for a couple of minutes and finally gave in to her satisfaction and gave the baby the cold milk.   She did this at every feeding, everytime i put him down she would insist on carrying him around like a doll.   They, and myself, were pretty over tired and annoyed with each other, so by about 12:00am (the baby's bedtime is 11:00pm) we had a movie on and were settling down for the night, after four (crying hysterical) calls to her mother, who was supposed to have a night with out kids while partying with her girlfriends.    I suppose the last one, the fifth phone call, was my fault,  I had to use the washroom and when i came back i moved the baby over slightly (i ended up having the baby in bed with me) and he woke up and starting crying which woke up Sage which made her cry and want to call her mother and i suppose i could've told her not to bother her mother and not given in and dialed the number, but i feel i cannot say no to her and i think that may be why she got away with alot that night. I have this thing about feet, I cannot, cannot! have them touching me (with an exception of baby's feet and my own)  so when their mother came home that night she going to sleep in Sage's bed with her but Sage spreads out when she sleeps so there was not much room, so Tracy ended up in the big bed with me and the baby, sleeping with the baby beside me and Tracy's feet by my head and mine by hers, I was not comfortable in anyway, in my big size i was afraid i would end up squishing the baby as i toss and turn in my sleep, so trying my hardest not to end up squishing little Brent and trying not to wake Tracy, i hardly got any sleep.     I had taken two extra strength advil for my back, headache and hand (sore back from being over weight and trampoline accident when i was younger, headache because of all of the crying the kids did and from my back, and sore hand from when i broke my hand back in September 2007, and i was also not feeling good that night because of too much sweets as it was my mother's 37th birthday on Friday, which was the night i was babysitting)     I was soo relieved to finally go home the next morning and sleep in my own bed with no worries on my end    The good news about this is that i get paid for my duties tomorrow (February 19th, you know? I always thought that 'February' was spelled 'Febuary' weird huh? I think so..)I am very happy, My best friend told me that if i get more than 25 dollars then I may buy myself a cell phone, how grand is that?  I am very happy, and I would be soo proud of myself for buying it with my own money, and it comes with 1000 minutes and unlimited text messaging with pay as you go.  I cannot wait!I will keep you posted on how Cadets goes and what color my new cell phone is!                                           'Til then...                                          -Perfection,