My wife is back.
Kinda.
She left her boyfriend due primarily to living conditions.  She still loves him.
I've taken her back in.  She sleeps downstairs while I sleep upstairs.
I guess the difficult part is trying to decide how much I should open my heart up to her again.  I'm afraid of it getting stamped on.  We need therapy if we're going to make it work again.  But right now, I'm afraid to open up to her because I'm unsure how she will respond.  I'm not even entirely sure that I SHOULD open up to her.
What's more, I'm pretty sure she's spying on my journal entries here again.  I only care kinda, as it seems a breach of trust.  But I'm not saying anything here that I'm afraid for her to see.
So, I'll just let things play out for a while.  Not rush into anything.
Sigh.  Nothing is ever easy.