My mood is still sucky, and to be honest I'm having a little trouble identifying why.  When my shrink asked me the other day I told him that I have been working for 27 years in the same building, have never moved more than two miles from my family home and am currently back IN my family home.  The one bold move I ever made (marrying my current wife) in my life has turned into a nightmare.  The prospects of my ever being able to move are close to non-existant.  I'm trapped in my job by a golden-noose--I'm paid to well and my work is too specialized to ever find something even remotely similar somewhere else.  I've no real life friends to speak of, and my wife would prefer it if I had nothing to do with my online friends.  Even when I do have nothing to do with my online friends, she still hates the fact that they even exist! So, okay, I guess I can understand why.  But why now?  It's not like any of this shit is new. Oh well.  Workity workity blah blah.  Another day of seeing if I can wal through those green halls without vomiting. Love and find the joy.  It's out there somewhere.  I'm gonna do some searching for it today myselfSteve