I'm sorry I haven't been around much.  Between Partial and some marital arguments I haven't had a lot of energy for much else.  Unfortunately, Partial hasn't been as helpful as I had hoped.  I did get a new prescription, and new prescriptions always give one hope.  Ultimately, I know, it is up to us to cure ourselves.  I know what I have to do.  I've read the self help books and the motivational books and the psychology books.  I guess I just haven't been ready to let myself feel good.  Abraham Lincoln said that people are about as happy as they make up their minds to be.  The chemical soup in our heads make this not quite a true statement, but it is true enough to make me wonder. My daughter just turned 12.  I see so much of myself in her that it's scary.  The troubles of teendom await her yet, although some of them are starting to nip at her heals.  I hope she get's through them without too many scars. I can't think of much else to say at the moment.  I'm hoping that my wife's jealousy of this site diminishes enough that I can use it without having to wait for her to go to sleep.  I miss you guys. Love, Steve