Wow!  I fell asleep at 8:30 last night.  11.5 hours!  Guess I needed it, because I woke up with a smile on my face. My wife, unfortunately, is not doing as well.  We're supposed to leave for Belgium with our choir in 3 days and she feels like she's on the edge of another breakdown.  She is also hyper paranoid and behaving in other ways not her usual self.  Somehow this trip is going to work.  This is the trip of a lifetime for me.  I've never been overseas before, and I'm so excited about it!  I just hope that once we get going she'll be back to her old self, a little bit. No time to write much this morning.  Gotta go to work.   LAST DAY BEFORE VACATION!!!  Hurray! Almost made it.  I shouldn't have to look to hard to find joy today.