Its been a rough day.  Many revelations...a lot of pain to dig out for a while, show off to the world, and bury again.  Exhausted now.It's interesting...I used to think that I didn't have any emotions.  But since joining DS I've been finding my little emotions face fluxing all over the place.  Today I reached a milestone and felt horrible for a few hours.  No one would have ever been able to tell by looking at me.  I wouldn't really have been able to sense it myself, but I knew I selected the right mood when I hit that big frown.That means something positive, as hard as that is to believe.  I am able to acknowledge emotion.  I've been numb for so long that I didn't even think I had emotions anymore.  Silly little pixel face.  Whoda thunk it.I joined the physical and emotional abuse group.  I still feel like an imposter in there.  I'll have to see if there is anything I can gain from it. Way too tired.  Celexa and Klonopin and lack of sleep last night gving me a triple whammy right now.  Gotta process a lot.  Sleep well, everyone.  Warm hugs to any who want or need them. Sometimes I wish I could cry.  Trouble is, I've just forgotten how.