It's just now starting to sink in that I can't count on my wife as a partner any more. I'm hoping for it to get better still, but she's been struggling for two years now. She's getting more distant from me, not closer. I still love her, but...I'm kinda alone.Last night we were supposed to go out with friends, but she decided to take a nap 30 minutes before we were supposed to go.  Said she didn't want to go.  I'd been looking forward to that evening out for a month.  Ordinarily I just would have went out by myself, but that one really took the steam out of me.I have to do 95% of the house work.  I have nowhere to satisfy my own emotional needs.I'm just in a bad place right now.  I have some thinking to do.