Hi, everyone. My name is Alphonsus, and I am right now doing effectively nothing. Doing nothing in itself is not necessarily a bad thing, but the fact that I'm doing nothing at work for close to 5h 5th week running is somewhat troublesome. The boss has already said words to me about it, and I promised I'd get better.I meant to keep that promise...oh well.I don't know what to do. I don't seem to want to do anything, or even to be able to make myself do anything. I've spent the day mindlessly surfing, and everything I contemplate doing seems overwhelmingly overwhelming.I keep another blog/journal where I try to stay upbeat no matter what. I'm not putting rules on this one.Anyway, this is where I am right now.Bleah.
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Yup. I can relate to that non-functioning feeling. I find I can\'t do the simplest of tasks because it just seems too overwhelming. This in turn makes me feel like I\'m being lazy, which only makes me feel worse, yet I can\'t seem to unstuck myself. Yuck. The only things I can focus on are television and surfing on the computer. NOT good, yet I just feel stuck.