Update
Hello Everyone. I need to start with an update on mama. My brothers and I spent Wednesday night at Wake Med with her and Doug (her man). That night after her bath she noticed a small red spot about the size of a quarter right in the middle of her breast bone. Thursday morning 4:30 arrived. We all go down to be with her before they take her into surgery. Well once the nurse saw the spot (which had spread over night) notified all doctors. To make a long story short the head surgeon made the decision to put off the surgery until the rash is healed. It is located right where the knife would go and he was afraid to proceed. Tomorrow she goes to her medical doctor to find out what it is. For now we are stand by for the heart.
I guess it was a good thing they put it off. Getting ready for the cleanup for Josh was as always exhausting in every way. We had 42 people show up. WOW and WOW how happy I was. Three of his friends that had not been in awhile was able to attend. I was so happy to see them. The weather was perfect. Not 100 like it has been the last couple of weeks. It was a good day to remember my Josh.
My Dear Josh, I am trying my best to keep your memory alive and by three of your friends showing up I must be doing an OK job. We all miss you and love you. I wish I could just grab you and tell you just how much. I can picture your face in my mind and I hope I will be able to the rest of my life. Just know that I will continue the road cleanups for you even if it comes down to me and your daddy doing it by ourselves. Again, We love you sweet Josh.
I guess it was a good thing they put it off. Getting ready for the cleanup for Josh was as always exhausting in every way. We had 42 people show up. WOW and WOW how happy I was. Three of his friends that had not been in awhile was able to attend. I was so happy to see them. The weather was perfect. Not 100 like it has been the last couple of weeks. It was a good day to remember my Josh.
My Dear Josh, I am trying my best to keep your memory alive and by three of your friends showing up I must be doing an OK job. We all miss you and love you. I wish I could just grab you and tell you just how much. I can picture your face in my mind and I hope I will be able to the rest of my life. Just know that I will continue the road cleanups for you even if it comes down to me and your daddy doing it by ourselves. Again, We love you sweet Josh.
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