Just OK today. I miss Josh so much and the hole in my heart is unbearable. But, I have come to realize that my baby is with me always. I down loaded a copy of his decals we had made for all of his friends and family members. I am sitting here at work just waiting for 5:00 (it's 4:53). I am going by to visit Josh today. I have a new ride that I need to show him. He would approve. As I was driving to work this morning I look over at the passenger side and told him I could still see him setting there beside me. I love my baby boy and miss him. May God help all of us mothers on DS to cope with this terrible part of our lives. I love you Joshie Pooh, Mama