Four months today John and I lost our Josh. Our world was turned upside down and has not sat back up since. I love Josh with all of my heart and I miss him deeply. I hate that I did not tell him enough. I burned an incense this morning and told him how much I loved him and of course cried. I have been posted comments on his myspace page letting him know. Maybe he will know while in heaven. My friend Toni just brought me some fresh baked cholate chip cookies. I love that girl. She has been like a rock for me. Well, I guess I better get to work. All of you keep me in your prayers and thoughts today that I may get through it. I love you Josh, Rhonda
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hugs Rhonda!!!! you are in my thoughts and prayers!! love ya, charlayne
When I say prayers to give me the strength to find a NORM I wish the same for you.
hi Rhonda
your josh knows how much you love him. He always did know. we just get worried maybe they didnt know, but they did. When they are teenagers they just want to break away and do the opposite of what we want them to do and it is a difficult time, but they always know how much we love them. I wish I would have hugged my daughter more. we said we loved eachother when she left that last day but I did not grab her and hug her like I wish I would have. ok take care
love alissa
Rhonda,
I\'m with you in heart and spirit and sisterhood. Josh knows your love, he knows your heart. He knows his momma loved him unconditionally and misses him terribly. He watches you and wishes to ease your pain. Talk about him, it makes him smile.
Living to make Kala proud,
Teri