Still feeling bad today. I feel like someone has just tore my heart out of my body. For some reason that last couple of days have been really bad ones for me. People ask what is wrong with you. I just lost my child. My only child. My life. I just feel like there is no reason for me to keep living. But, I know Josh wouldn't want that. I could not leave John by himself. I just miss him so much. I hate going home. He's not there. How can I continue on with life without Josh? Josh, mama misses you and loves you with all of my heart.
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Truly sorry for your loss. Can\'t say the pain will ever go away - it won\'t - it just gets easier to live with in time.
I ask the same qs every morning.hate getting up.Reality hits.Its so tough carrying on with the motions of living.The house feels lifeless.there is no joy in anything.feel stone cold dead from inside.No one can understand who hasnt gone through it.I doubt we will ever feel normal again.hugs.