Still feeling horrible. I miss Josh so much. Words cannot express how much. I hate going home after work, I don't want to cook anymore, I just don't want to do anything. The only thing I want to do is see and tell Josh how much I love him. I feel like everyone elses life is normal. John and my life will never be normal again. I love you Josh.
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No your life won\'t be normal again, but different. I believe we must remember the joy and love we had and build on that. We have to think of what our loved one would want for us. I believe they are watching and hurt when we hurt and want us to go on and do things they can rejoice in.