I have cried alot the last couple of days. Yesterday was bad. I just don't understand why God took Josh. I know it's not meant for me to understand, but I would have traded my live for his any day. There was a bad accident this weekend. It claimed the life of a 19 year old and 20 year old. On Saturday a 17 year old hung himself in our mall. It seems like there are so many young people dying. I am angry this morning. I passed some of Josh's friends on the road this morning. I keep telling myself Josh should be on his way to school. WHY???? I miss you Josh so much. I am sorry for not telling you enough how much I loved you and how proud I am of you. Why couldn't God took me instead of you? You are the one who had your whole life in front of you. I love you, Mama.
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Oh friend, I feel the same way about Branden! I am a grandma and have lived; he was just in the beginning of life! The Whys are so unanswerable aren\'t they? Maybe we have a purpose we can\'t see and need to search hard for it so we can fullfill our oife and theirs.
why does GOD take people who are in their prime? i lost my 24yr old 7 weeks ago.life has become meaningless...