Today I feel OK, but I need to vent about something and I don't know how to handle this. My Josh has only been dead two months and the girlfriend has moved on. I know she is only 14 1/2 and is young. This must be why John and I have not heard from her or her mother since Valentines Day. We sent her a dozen & half of roses from Josh on Valentine's Day. The guy she is dating is one of Josh's friends. On this friends myspace page, he has a picture of her with these words "I love my girlfriend." Someone please tell me how I am supposed to feel about this. I have mixed feelings. I love you Josh.