Yesterday was our 40th anniversary. It was the first one we were apart. I guess I was kinda numb and didn't really do anything. I hit me harder today on the way to work. Funny thing every time I start to cry, especially in the car, I have seen a rainbow, even this morning just as the sun was rising. I think it's Donna's way of telling me that she is ok. It happened on the way home from the hospital, after i got home and the evening of the service for her. I believe it's much more than a coincidence.