Feeling so tired at times. I'm alright as long as I'm moving around and ding work, but when I'm at home at the computer I seem to pass out at times. Never really want to go to bed until I just can't keep my eyes opn any longe. Don't think it's a problem, just don't seem to want to go to bed when I should. The other night I made some dinner, and was in front of the computer, woke up with my face in my plate of food. Made me laugh because that's a first for that. Usually Jet wakes me up by sitting in front nof my face and licking me. It's like she's telling me to get up and go to bed. I've been eating great since taking the diazepam. I've needed that anyway. Feels good to be really full now. Had a blow out with Bob yesterday. He tried saying he didn't tell me to paint this kitchen, and he wasn't going to pay me. i really fliiped out and told him off. He seems to think he some controle freak that can just do whatever he wants to. I told him I would just take it off the rent. He said something about I would have to get out then, but that doesn't bother me. I know he has to go through a process for that. With the other things like the light in the bedroom and washroom not working, I think he would have a hard time. I think he just says that to try and scare me. Before it used to, but not now. He knows he would most likely loose money. People don't generally look, or move into apartments in the winter, so he would most likely lose about four months rent at least. He phoned to apologize after. Everytime it seems that I want my pay he try's to come up wiyj sune sort of excuse to not pay. It really gets anoying. Anyway, getting tired so off to bed. Thank you, Lord.
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Glad your day is better and from the other journals i guess it is the 18th that you can start the methadone. I know the withdraws from pain pills. I just hope the methadone doesn\'t want you to want more..........huggs anyway.......Gette