Feeling like my old self again. I worked with Bob today. I was painting some apartments for Bob, and I enjoyed it. Bob was downstairs doing things, so he didn't bug me. At first when I got there he started pissing me voff. He's like a nut half the time. Always saying things like I took his tools or something. Always the same nonsence. I usually end vup telling him off, but he's like the Durecell Bunny. He just keeps going, and going. Anyway, after that I started painting while he was cleaning in the backyard. It's so good when he just leaves me alone, and lets me do my work. He's really got a few sqrews loose. Anyway, I'm good and tired, and sore. Really got a lot done tonight, and I got my pay without a hassle. He phoned me earlier in the day and asked if I needed anything at the grocers. I thought he was being nice, and just doing a good deed, but no. He deducted it from my pay at the end. I thought he was treating me, but nope. That's Bob. It was so beautifull outside today. The sun was out, and the air was nice.. Went to the Dr's and got the medication I wanted  for the withdrawel. it's a pill that lowers blood presure. That helps with the headaches, sweats, and presure with the head. A dr prescribed it one time to me before I went into detox. It does help a little, and that's a good thing. I'm going to try again tomorrow. He also gave me some valium, and that helps a lot, along with all the other stuff I got  I should be pretty well prepared. Lets hope so. Can't wait for the eightenth . Still seems so far away, but I'll get there. Phoned Dave in Carlisle. I might work for him on the weekend, or go there Monday. I was a little nervous thinking how I was going to make it through there, because I really don't want to tell him about the pain killerrs. I did tell him befor, but I feel like he just doen't understand. He's one of those older guys that never tried a drug in his life, and I don't want him knowing too much. He's a good guy, but he's just from another place and time. He thinks of drugs like they show it on T.V, Anyway, just a lot better than yesterday. I'll try for three days this tine or more. It really is a hard thing  going through, but I'm sure I will. Anyway, I guess that's it for now. Thank you Lord for being with me. I really do need you .