Just got home awhile ago, after being in Carlisle for the weekend. Feeling pretty sore, and tired today. My body is feeling all the extra muscles I'm using. It's good tho. I do enjoy working, especially with people that treat me nice. Dave and Irene do treat me that way, and I enjoy being with them. It's differant, and nice to see how the rich live, and they are good people. Although I go there to work for them, it's like a little vacation from here. Totally differant. At night the crickets are out, it's beautifull country. They have about a half acre lot. I remember about nine years ago when they first moved there. The place was totally differant. They have done a lot of work since then, and it is a gorgeause house now. It's nice to see that most of the painting I oroginally did is still there. I think I did some of my best work there. Irene really makes fantastic food when I come. We had steak again the first night, and muscles and rainbow trout the second. I never eat this good when I'm by myself, so it is a real treat. Irene likes to talk too. Usually after I finish the first night, she's watching T.V, and I join her and we talk. She's a very good person. When I first met her, I was with Pat from Milton. At times those memories come back. That was a really painfull experiance, but Dave and Irene never treated me bad about the things that happened. I feel like they are the only one's that really understand that I never did the things that went on then. Anyway, thats a whole differant story that I like to leave in the past. I've gone through it, and it was bad, but I prefere to leave it where it is. Anyway, they have this big, huge cat that's just adorable. He's fourteen and getting a bit on in years, but still a sweetheart. He purrs so loud, and meows a lot. Kinda like Jet. He loves to be loved tho. He was downstairs with me the first night I was there. He really likes me. Most animals I find seem to be drawn to me. I guess because I just feel more closer to them, and I do treat animals good. I go out of my way to make them happy, and they seem to sense that. I feel as though at times I'm kinda in a differant world. Perhaps it's because of the pain I have experianced in life, but something is differant. I know I live in the world, and deal with it daily, but sometimes I think I just see things a lot differant than most people I see. A lot of the people I see daily, just seem to accept things without understanding. I try to understand most things I see every day. Sex isn't the most important thing to me, like I hear others talk about. I don't know what I'm trying to say hear. I just know that something is differant, and I'm alright with that. I do like myself, and the person I have become. I thank God for that, and hope that he continues to bring about these changes. Thank you, Lord.

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Yet there are times it is best to accept without the understanding. Makes life easier to deal with some days......hugs