Wow! I'm feeling much better. Got my bills all payed up, and that is a real relief. Had a really bad infection in my hand, and had to have some very strong antibiotics put in. They delivered a pump that has a computer to monitor the antibiotic, and I was going to have to wear that for five days, but last night the line got caught on the keyboard and pulled it out of my arm. I went to the hospital early to get it fixed, and hardley no one was there so I didn't have to wait long. The part that was swollen had started to get a bubble, so they decided to lance it. Should have seen all the puss come out. It was pretty bad, but feels so much better now. They put a wick in it to keep it draining, then they decided to give me the antibiotics another way instead of intervenous. A big shot in the ass. Man that hurt for a long time after. I have to go four more days for that. That's not going to be fun, for sure. At least it's getting better now, and that's the main thing. I'm pretty bad for things like this. I always let it go far too long hoping it will go away by itself, but usually it just makes it a lot worse. Bob was very good about the whole thing. He came to the hospital with me. When people are sick he's a very good person. A really strange person. He can be tough as nails when it comes to bussiness, and very hard when it comes to money, but he does have a good heart, and he's a very wise person. He can really piss me off a lot, but I still like him. I should show him more respect, but at times it's hard for me. I do respect him most times, but when he gets me mad I can get really nasty with him. He can drive me nuts a lot to when working, but other times when we just talk he can be the best person I know. I like when we talk. Sometimes he'll take hours just to talk or do something for me, that he doesn't need to do. We have a strange relationship. Almost like a love, hate thing, and I do love him in many ways. He has helped me at times when I needed it, or when I got messed up, and I do thank God for him. He helps a lot of people with their rent or whatever else he can. He really is a good person, just so differant tho. So now I feel much better. Have everything back in order, and that's a relief. I was broke the other day, and felt so bad because the cats ran out of their dry food and I only had enough to buy the cheap stuff that they don't care for. The next day I was able to get the Purina that's really good for them, and they love it. Glad to see them happy with that. I took Jimmy downstairs with me and we sat on the steps in the sun for awhile. She was a little nervouse, but she calmed down after a bit and liked it. I wish I could let them out more to play, but it can be hard at times. I feel guilty that they stay in doors all the time, but it has to be that way. Around this area isn't good to let cats or dogs on the street. It's all main roads with lots of traffic, and I would hate for them to get hurt. I came across some laser ink catriges that are brand new. I have two new boxes of toner catriges too. I looked to see if I could set them up on my scanner, printer, but all that ever does is frustrate the hell out of me. Just so far behind with all this techknowlogy. I like the days when you got a new T.V, plugged it in, and got whatever channels you wanted. Now you need three converters for one. I'm luckey if I can even turn them on. Times change, and being a drinker makes it all that much more difficult. Oh well, could be worse. Not much more to say. Everything is good again, and moving along nicely. Might treat myself to something good this weekend. I seen they were setting up all the rides and other atractions. Made me remember when I was a kid and getting into all that stuff. Those really were the good old days, and I do miss them. Thank you so much Lord for directing my life. Thank you.