Had a pretty good day today. Felt so much better after talking with my friend last nite. Seemed to have gotten all the worry, and fears about us out. That's very nice. I do love this person, and they are such a special friend. I was worried that the friendship could stop, but I feel reasured about it now. Thank you, Lord. anyway, I was with Carlo's and Bob today. That was a very good change. Carlo's is a really good person that has his head somewhat together. I can talk to him, and have some joking around. With Clarence, all he seems to live for is a beer. He's not that bad as a person, but he really only lives for a beer. Doesn't seem to care about anything else. it's really kinda sad, but that's what he wants. Anyway, we were just driving around to most of the houses that Bob has. it was a weird day. First it was sunny. Then cloudy. Then sunny, then rain, then it got pretty cold and windy. I tried very hard to not get angry at Bob when he talks foolish, but it seems an imposible task for me to do. He doesn't talk properly when he wants something done, and then talks as if your stupid for not understanding him. Very agravating, but I think I am getting better about it. I've been working with him for about a week and a half straight, and it doesn't bug me when I try to sleep like it used to. I think I've accepted that he just doesn't talk right, or think right at times. A very strange charactor. Then on the other hand he's a good person too. I'm so glad that I didn't know him when he was drinking. Must have really been a nutbar. it feels so good being home now. The past while i've been feeling very good. Peacefull, content and relaxed. I'm not bothered about drinking. I know it's not something I want to do anymore. I want to live this peacefull way without all that emotional turmoil. I'm not even worried about money. I only ask Bob for what I need, and he hangs onto the rest for me. It just seems a lot better that way for now. it's not that I think I'll be tempted by having money. It just seems that when I do things this way i feel better for some reason. I think Bob does too. I know he's a control freak, and it makes him feel like he's helping me to stay alright. I know definetly that he is happier that I'm not drinking. Anyway, that enough for now. Thank you Lord for another day sober. Thank you for the peace I feel, and the contentment. That truly is a real blessing. Please help me to be the person you want me to be. Show me the way to live honest, sober, and loving. Thank you, Lord. Amen.