Feeling much better now. Talked with my friend about how I've been feeling, and I feel a lot better. She's really a very good person. Nothing phony, just a good person. I like that. Not sure what I'll be doing tomorrow. Bob was supposed to come by tonight, but so far I haven't heard a thing from him, which isn't unusual for him. Lately I've been working at trying not to get mad at Bob. I know he has a big problem with control so I'm trying to not let it get to me. I used to think that it was all my fault, but I see he has the same problems with everyone. He is a good person in a lot of ways, and I do want to respect him. I get a chance to do a lot of things when I work for him. Plumbing, electrical, painting, tileing and a lot more. It might seem rough at times right now, but I am learning a lot of things, and I think that's good. He still basically keeps my money for me, mostly because he doesn't like giving it out, but for me it does help. As long as I'm able to take care of my basic needs, I'm happy. Money can be a bad thing for me, and it's a lot easier just not having that extra around. I don't want to drink, so not having that trigger to bother me is pretty good. Anyway, I think I'm done for the day. I feel pretty tired, and Jets calling me to go to bed. Thank you Lord for another day sober.