Good day

Things went pretty good today. I cleaned up my apartment this morning. It's amazing how having a clean place makes me feel so much better. I went and got my hair cut too. That makes me feel good too. Seems like just doing the things to take care of yourself makes such a big diferance in the way I feel. Went to work about 1:30pm. It's great being able to just go in whenever I want to, but that won't always be, but I'll enjoty it while it last.. not much left to do there untill they get the paint for the washrooms. I took a can of primer with me to start anyway. That way I don't have to keep putting on so many coats of paint. The washrooms are deep red and they want to paint them an off white, so I know that would really be a pain in the ass if I didn't get some primer on it. Should go pretty easy from here. So not much else going on. I'm feeling pretty good lately, and I'm enjoying the time with myself. I think about meetings, and that I should go at some point, but for now I'm just enjoying the time with myself. I know that meetings are good, and they do help me a lot, but I just feel like I need a break for awhile. mayby I'm going through a change or something, but really, everything is good. Of course it can always be better, but I'm sure that will come in time. Being away from Bob has been like another world. he really is some kind of nut. Seems to really mess with your head with words, head games, and manipulations. Some people are just like that. doesn't seem to matter what you talk to him about, he always seems to twist everything around. It always comes down to him, and trying to get your money. Really a strange person. Don't think I ever met someone as nuts as him, but I guess it works for him. Things like this really make me happy that I'm me. i may not have much, and certainly not rich, but I am glad that I can just be a person. I feel like i don't need all that bullshit that I see most people after. Really doesn't take much for me to be happy. my happiness doesn't come from money, or material things. Seems kinda funny, but the most times that I find happiness and peace, are times where I don't have anything acumulating things only seems like it restricts me in some ways. I just want peace, and happiness, and with God's help i will continue to find that. Thank you, Lord.