Oh man, have I got a bug. Been throwing up the past three days, got the chills. Just fucked right up. Can't seem to get much done either. Keep canceling apointments. I feel bad, but I really don't feel like being around people like this. I think I'm sick because it's so damned cold in my bedroom. The whole apartment has been cold, but after that three hundred dollar electric bill, I'm not running my heaters. i might sleep on the couch tonight. my room is way too cold. Really hard getting anything done when your sick. I did go to work for Paul today tho. I'm glad I did too. at least I feel like I acomplished something, instead of just staying in bed. On top of that, now Jimmy is in heat. she gets so fucked up like she's high or something. Her eyes get all glazed, and she coos all the time, and rubs everything, and rolls all over the place. Wish I had the money to get her neutered, but I don't. she gets on my computer table and rolls all over, knocking everything off. that's all right tho. I love my cats, and they can do whatever they want. actually, they are really good. they are never really bad or anything. once in awhile Jimmy will get into some meat that I take out to thaw, but that's bout it. I treated myself to pizza tonight. Paul is so much better to work for than Bob. at least i get some money from Paul. bob just seems to really agravate me a lot. I think I'm past throwing up anyway now. i haven't been eating well either the past while. just no apetite, and nothing has any taste anyway. God I hope this is going away. It's just too difficult to deal with. I need some help.