Feeling good today. Had a great day yesterday. It's official now. I'm starting real work on Tuesday. I'm a little nervous about that. Been a long time since I had a real job. Should be alright. It's painting, and I know that well. I'll be seeing the guy on Saturday, just to go over everything. I dropped by the Thrift shop yesterday. Got two pairs of really good jeans. Only cost four bucks each. That's a real deal. One pair is Tommy Hilfigure. Those cost about fifty bucks in regular stores. Got my transportation money from O.W. too. That will come in handy. Having the money didn't bother me either. I only thought that I could drink, but I just don't want to. I seen last time how it affected me emotionally, and I just don't want that. I seen how it affected the people I care about too, and that was too hard. I like feeling love, and being able to be loved. Using just has no use for that, and I can't live without love. Besides, things are far better being clean, for sure. I'm likeing my meetings a lot now. I remember I always disliked them here in Kitchener. Something has definetly changed now within me. I even like Kitchener, somewhat now. I feel like I have turned from that old chapter of Milton. I still love Milton and the people, but this is a new begining for me now. I definetly feel I'm on the right way. I have a lot of hope now. I think that it's hope that brings us a sense of purpose whever we are. I had none before, but I do now. That has a lot to do with someone I met. I love her, and she says she loves me. With that in my mind I truly feel good all the time. I haven't felt bad since we started this. Thank you so much Lord. Thank you.