Feeling so good this past while. Yahooooo! Thank God for recovery. I really like myself this way, so do a lot of other people. I don't ever want to go back. I get daily reminders of that life living here, and working with Bob. I see the results of others that use, and I'm thankfull that I have a choice today. Life can really be wonderfull. I feel really at ease with everything. I enjoy working, even when I have to clean up shit from Bob's tenants. That used to really bother me when I was drinking. I would swear and be rude. Just throw things, and try to get it done as fast as posible because it just disgusted me. Now I just look at it all, and it reminds me of where I could be. I could easily be one of those people living that way, if it wasn't for God watching me. Don't know why I'm not there, or on the streets, but I beleive that God has a plan for me. I beleive that he wants me tok in addictions helping others. It's what I know. All my life has been a struggle with that, and there's not much I haven't done or tried. I sometimes think that all my experiance hasn't been all in vain, but rather to help me to know about other things that others have no idea about. Not many others have been to the hells I have been, so I think I can offer something to others to help them. Anyway, thats a little down the road. I'm just really thankfull for everything today. Thank you so much Lord for being with me, thank you.