Feeling pretty tired today, but a little better now after speaking with Bob. We had an argument the other day, and it was playing on my head, especially at night when I try to sleep. I haven't slept good in a couple of days. Mind starts playing, and I start worrying about everything. Anyway, we talked things out, so that's out of the way. Still not sure about this arangement at times. sometimes it seems good, but other times it's iritating, especially when I need money for something right away. I know it was the Christmas holidays so I didn't want to bother him, but I really needed some laundry done. I had a lot pilled up, and some pretty big things, like sleeping bags. I ended up doing most of it by hand, and actually it wasn't that bad. The sleeping bag was about the hardest, but I got it hung on the banister in the hallway. I have this other huge thing that's like a huge comforter, and it's still in the tub soaking. That's going to be the hardest. anyway, it's just the thinking that gets me upset at times. I start thinking about the lights not working properly, the stove not working, lack of heat... and it just builds, and builds. By the end, my mind just won't stop. Anyway, I'm going to try and put that stuff aside. It's nice and sunny outside, and I want to enjoy my day. Being angry really feels awful. And that Jet sure is in heat. I've had to get up after her quite a few times during the night because she starts howling. She has Jimmy here, but I'm not sure if he knows whats going on. He just looks at her like she's foolish or something. I'm not all that thrilled about having kittens, but what can I do. Just pray they don't. Thank you Lord.