Yesterday was a good day. Started painting this other house that is beutifull. A nice big old one with charactor. I love these kind of houses. Such a huge backyard, with an above ground pool. I would love to live there. It's something that I perobably will never be able to afford, so it is nice to be there anyway. This is a part of painting that I really like. You get to see many places. I've still been doing my bible studies. I'm trying to stay with my commitement of one lesson a day like it calls for. I find that's good in the morning while I wait for Paul. Keeps my mind focused on something good instead of worrying, or getting pissed off about waiting. Lately I've been trying to fill the times when that happens, with good things, and it's working pretty good. If I spend too much time just sitting around thinking, i can get into some bad space. The shit with Sheldon seems to be fading away slowly. I'm just trying to let it go. I don't want to spend my time angry, while he's probably just enjoying himself, and really couldn't give a rats ass about it. I'm not giving anyone this part of me. Anyway, not much else happening. Just working, studying, and trying to live right. Looking foreward to the day. Thank you Lord.

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hang in there sweet friend.